Loosing my Grip

Okay so my enemies have stolen my sleep!! This might not sound serious to you but try functioning on 2 hours sleep for 10 days…….

With that in mind i would like to tell y’all that I am presently loosing my grip on the little things that matter; good judgement, sex appeal, innovative thinking etc……. I had to do some survey at my office and for some reason I couldn’t put a lot of words together….. Words I would normally spew out were stuck somewhere in my head……..

Then I had to give a presentation and the next thing that happened was I was literally frozen to the ground I couldn’t remember anything about anything. I mumbled a lot of gibberish till my boss took pity on me and decided to continue…………

So I really need sleep if not for anything just so I don’t loose my job!! Especially now they are going around looking for who to "let go". I hate that phrase.... and it is soo common in all these Termination Letters..... "We have to let you go"- doesn't that sound like I have been begging to go since and u have finally decided to free me?? I don't know o!!! Maybe I am not as good as I thought in the English.......

Back to my sleep rant jare........

You know that slogan “When it rains it pours” That is exactly how I feel lately almost as soon as I started loosing sleep I started loosing some guy I had been crushing on....(might be that he just got tired of my too much shakara) Normal me would just not be soo bothered but i'm irked and unhappy about it.... I feel a lot more emotional since this sleep deprivation started o..... So I am now begging all the people I have offended to release my sleep o!!!! At least so I can go back to being thugged out

So I am loosing grip on the things that matter to me! How does me not being able to sleep affect sooooo many aspects of my life?? I dunno but I’m not happy I am finding out!!!!